i need some good ballpark estimates for what people say a Universal Health care system would cost... what is it? 40, 50Billion? 75 Billion? isn't that what we spend on the Iraq War? hmmm..

This is how we finance it:


Well-regulated, not like that Bullshit self-incrimination catch-22 scam they tried 70 years ago...
DPR is one of my Bread&Butter issues. Prohibition in the USA

Legal History of Cannabis in the USA
Endocannabinoids
Medical Cannabis
it would put Pharmaceuticals to SHAME.
enemies: {Synthetic fiber industry, BigTobacco, BigPharma}
Learn! Read!
http://www.endocannabinoid.net/
http://www.erowid.org/plants/cannabis/cannabis_info2.shtml
They're(the conservative anti-intellectual "establishment") hoping.....
that you're too stupid to look it up!
To learn something outside of the syllabus.
Too stupid, to ever verify what you're told!
Too stupid to ever question what you're told!
DARE to learn!

Chimera's Music picks
Bob Marley - Iron, Lion, Zion 12" extended version - omg this song is good o_O; the reverbed guitars, the Hammond organ chords, the chorus. Makes me feel all nice and fuzzy in my crotch.

school related
I found out that 200$ chemistry book i can get for 17$ on Amazon ;D this time.... i'm keeping it! it's a great book really. I also got a bunch of interesting things from eBay, like... Piracetam. I figured i'd try it out. I could use some, being an intellectual Chemistry, Math, Philosophy buff that i am.
-My classes were cancelled due to non-payment, this happens every year... and it happens to a lot of students. I just have to stick it out until my loan payments come in like last time... And i get charged the 100$ reinstatement fee.... i just thought, that if by a very conservative estimate, 500 students each semester have this happen... that's $50,000 right there. Slick huh?

I gotta go. My roommate's hosting a big loud party tonight ;D turns out he's 420-friendly too.

Art
i did a few more awesome drawings, sexy cheetahs, etc. but i'll post them later. coming soon! keep an eye out!

looks like we'll be saved again from the next Hurricane, though we do have a couple more coming off the coast of Nigeria. Key West is in for a beating though.
I'm still trying to get a Philosophy book, i'm gonna have to wait to import it from Singapore. According to UPS it just left ShangHai and is somewhere in the Pacific right now o_O

Chimera Music pics
3 quick ones from Youtube. The Bleach soundtrack. These fit amazingly well with my art sometimes.
Storm Center - This was a song i was listening to as i was first pondering the details of my Chimera character. Sounds almost like a Wrestling intro.
Burden of the Past - i won't say what this reminds me of, but this is a favorite of mine.
Battle Ignition - Very animeish sounding. Tough guy music.
Precipice of Defeat - Great BGM for a fighting game i think. Very Mathy i think. good for pondering physics.
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here's another cat picture
Miuuuu!!!
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Politics
the RNC protest... was NOT.. televised.
Remember your 4th, 5th, 6th amendments, never forget!!!
Police State misconduct! One creepy thing few people noticed... the Police did NOT have name tags. They order a crowd to disperse... and then they block their exit route so they bottleneck...
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PS.... anyone who does NOT live in Louisiana, Missouri, Tennessee, Oklahoma, North Dakota, Maine, Illinois or Delaware, Kansas, Virginia or Florida. if y'all can get me some Salvia, i'd be very grateful (Art Slave?).

Classes & Book whoring
ok yesterday was my first rundown of classes...
Chemistry - here it gets hard, we'll be getting into Quantum mechanics and electron harmonics ;D
MTH210 - Linear Algebra, i'm trying to find a cheap textbook, perhaps from India? ISBN 9780321287137
MTH513 - holy shit! i'm getting into unfamiliar territory now in Partial Differential equations. it moves pretty fast, but i think i can do it. I'm still trying to find the textbook cheap. ISBN http://www.biblio.com/books/189882600.html is the best i could find. This is one Hardcore class ;D!
I'm gonna skip buying the Chemistry book... it's 200$... like fuck man.. i'm not gonna collect cans for this.

Tuesday & Thursdays i have no classes... except for a Chemistry lab on Tuesday night from 7 to 9:30... maybe i can finally get my hands dirty with the fun chemicals and bottles.
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Kharnak's Music picks
UM Radio WVUM is awesome, they play alternative(real alternative) music that you'll never hear anywhere else... unique and wierd at times. Here are some songs i've heard on WVUM:
High Places - myspace page, has some awesome Psychedelic music, they've rotated, "Golden" and "Head Spins". It's great stuff to get stuck in your head. I wish my dreams were more abstract like this. (Youtube has videos for them too)
White Williams - Violator really fun catchy song. I call it the "Happy dancing mushroom song." or the "DXM song." this really reminds me of my last semester ;3~
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Tommorow will be a breeze... I'm already acclimatized to the walking and the heat.
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Note to self:
Karl Rove needs to be beaten and smeared with Feces. (May he go the rest of his life without toilet paper)

I'm going to CaneFest, which is an event in the Bank United Center, with loud music, and free stuff, from all the student Organizations, etc. i'm gonna try to score some goodies ;3 (My other room mate still haven't moved in.... oh well!!!)
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Today's Chimera music hot picks
Here are some selections of cool, awesome, amazing music:
Jimmy Hendrix - all along the watchtower - omg, damn this is good.
Jimmy Hendrix - Voodoo child - omg, this is amazing. the feelings, the affect. you don't hear this much anymore.
Matisyahu - youth - i like the feel of this song. makes you want to get up and... DO something, kinda like most Rage against the Machine songs do. Even though the context is a pro-Zionist, the message is clear. bla bla, you've heard me go on at length in previous journals about education and Liberal views.
RATM - Renegades of Funk - i love the fiery rebellious affect all these songs have. go listen to this, and them go out and... Argue with someone! ;D I'll help back you up! just ask me!
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UM not to join lowered drinking Age movement
On Campus, there is this debate going on about lowering the Drinking age to 18 on campuses. Donna Shalala, UM President, of course, is opposed. Keep in mind, from her background as the former Secretary of the DHHS (department of health & human services) she would hold the same antiquated, sleight of hand, "boogeyman politics" straight from the Conservative playbook as everybody else who is associated with the.....
FDA(the brilliant, "Fairly Dumb Administration" delegated to keep your food safe from E. Coli, Salmonella, and Mexican illegal immigrant urine and fecal matter *whistle*),
DEA(part of the VERY profitable Prison Industrial Complex),
NIDA(whitehouse pawn),
whitehouse drug control policy(the strategy crafting arm of the WhiteHouse, the Propaganda mill, a few extra bullhorns on the Republican NOISE machine) NIDA edits the Wikipedia page, removing critical points about it! ;3 smooooooooooooth!
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Here are Today's Featured Fuckheads
Karen Tandy Former DEA head, oops, looks like she'd rather take a job with Motorola than address an insurmountable issues of policy Reform, oh so compassionate, my bleeding Heart aches.
Asa Hutchinson Former DEA propagandist shit-spinner
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Conservative wacky land(i need a better name for this segment)
Here's a piece of Sheeeee-it from NIDA.... just read it.. apply Critical thinking, keep in mind all we've discussed about Chemistry, Psychopharmacology, Cannabinoid receptors and it's recooperative Immunomodulatory Neuroprotective effects, etc. NIDA facts: Marijuana
FYI.... Cannabis is NOT Dopaminergic... Jeez, for shit's sake already -_O What Century are they living in?

Henry David Thorough - "in a society that imprisons unjustly, a just person's rightful place... is in prison" Civil Disobedience

holy shit this song is so damn good!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zm7EeuWnc-8
Metallica is a little too "corporate" for me though, but i can't help but like their solos and drum-lines. I just wish that Hatfield guy would shut the hell up in most of the songs. His vacuous yammering yowling only detracts from the music.
someone, try using DXM, or any of your favorite PhenethylAmines or Tryptamines, i bet it would match well with this.
Oh and.... if you use DXM with vitamin B6 and some Benadryl,
this is what you'll see
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHFqwxblATg
(not that i've done that lately ¬_¬;)
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I think i've finally adapted to the physical activity, since i've been doing a lot of walking on Campus now, doing errands o_O; Thank you Starbucks Verona Blend!!! (omg i could drink that stuff on and on and on and on)
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tommorow i search for jobs i got like 20 GOOD job leads, 7, 8, 9$/hour jobs
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Art Scanned
Cat Diarreah - This is me feeding my cat. she had diarreah. and wow.... that cat can really do a number. kinda like this Cat From Date Movie, you'll piss yourself laughing!
Cat Feeding - I guess it was my fault??

420 furs comic
Ridicule the Ridicule - This is a funny comic inspired by the recent New Yorker comic that satirizes Barack and Michelle Obama. I figured this is a very important kind of humor, because it identifies biases, and knee-jerk reactions, it drags them out into the open, shines a light on them and exposes them for what it is. Highlighting their shear absurdity. I mean come on now, is this really what some people think will happen? You see a young lion or Puma on the floor with several Hypodermic needles in his head and tongue, and miscallaneous chemicals, inhalants, Phenethylamines(i realize i left a bunch of them out). Also, i pasted in a caricature of John Lennon.
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blast this real loud
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKmu-CkdvxQ
Northern Lite

Move-in is Friday. i don't plan on bringing much.

this news of me going back to UM is actually not entirely good news. All this does is cap off a very unproductive summer. I hardly have any cash on hand at all. Mind you, i do have to buy books too. I really have no idea what to do. This tests even my optimism, and pragmatism. Sure, i'll live, i know i'll live.
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Political stuff:
Neiiveté puts us at the emrcy of others. So they can spoonfeed the same rehashed messages over and over. The (i hate this word) establishment relies on LIV's... Low Information voters. They rely on silence, so that the conditioned knee-jerk reactions can prevail.
One must always question the source. Question what you're told. ASK follow-up questions.
"What evidence do you have?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"Please elaborate."
"Suppose you're wrong."
"What assumptions have lead you to that conclusion?"

etc.
more critical thinking is here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Critical_thinking
Science, Critical thinking, free thought, intellectualism, scientific skepticism..... these are very important memes. these are memes that have allowed us to judge and discern, modify, and refine the Memepool, and perhaps avoid memes, phenomena that might be harmfull!
Socratic Questioning is very corrosive to Theology, myths, biases, magical thinking, and all the other Legacy habits and tendencies that the Human Hippocampus. As Carl Sagan put it, the primitive Reptile brain, which has ingrained within it, the essential protocols of behaviour that were once vital to social structure..... but now, ironically is the basis for every Religious, selfish and weak failing.
please Please arm yourself! Learn this! know this!
It's your responsibility as a human with self-awareness.

Tony Snow(may he rot in his grave.... oh! he is!!!) used this interesting expression of the kind of self-hating, self-loathing conservative WorldView, referring to the "exploding cigar of human nature."
come on..... we got to give ourselves more credit than that.
Yeah..... i hate to break it to you, but most people really ARE quite stupid... but the (i still hate this word) establishment hopes that you're too STUPID, to not verify anything. Too stupid... to never demand complete, honest, unbiased information. the WHOLE truth. Noth bumper sticker slogans!
So put down the Kool-Aid and for shit's sake, learn something! ;O

George Orwell - "it is only in times of absolute injustice, where telling the TRUTH becomes a revolutionary Act"
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FUCK THE FDA
FUCK THE DEA
FUCK NIDA
FUCK SAMHSA

Plushiesex... with a condom.
Wow, you have GOT to try it. It feels "wet" ;O amazing, so much better!
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OK, so Ann Coulter's book i mentioned is basically a collection of ALL the quotes and articles she has ever written since 9-11, as a kind of entourage of all the mean an over the top things she has ever said. It's pretty funny really, but the sad and frustrating thing is realizing how so many people in this country really do think this way. It's almost like.... yuo're wondering if she's serious.... nahhh... i think she's popular ONLY because she's keen at being so mouthy. She is an equine hermaphrodite.
just look
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ann_coulter
god DAMN she mustbe hung!
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Maybe this week i'll try looking for a job again....
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super tips:
Diphenhydramine sex... try it!!! 100mg, wait 60 minutes, then pow o_O; you WILL fall asleep, and you will have a long vivid dream.
this may give some clue as to why....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Histamine_H1_receptor
hmmmmm... damn i love NeuroPsychoPharmacology.
I tried it with Claritin and it didn't do crap. so there must be something going on in the CNS and not in the body.... i think.

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Super Kharnak Thoughts. Think for yourself!

The TRUTH.... generally has a Liberal bias to it. as we gain new information, knowledge, and enlightnment, we're able to refine, and honestly re-evaluate, examine, reflect, and adjust our views and policies.... to establish a more perfect union. to ensure the domestic tranquility.

The fundamental flaw in conservative thought is in making the assumption that, some things now... are perfect... or WERE perfect in the past. Conservatives are basically the ones who are always saying STOP!
yeah, civil rights... we were totally wrong on that...
women's rights? yeah... women shouldn't be paid like men..
sharecropping? good idea...
monopolistic free-market? sounds great to me...
catch my drift anyone?

The Founding Fathers..... NEVER intended for there to be an aristocracy....

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super Kharnak Science

mix Vinegar 5%, with isopropyl alcohol 91% in proportions 19:1 and you'll get something that smells like apple juice! :D wow, it's IsopropylAcetate! a fruity Ester. Science! i am scientist! you are scientist! science! ;J

ok i got 7 minutes left in the library,
i'm going to check out Ann Coulter's book, : "If Democrats had any brains, they'd be Republicans." a collection of quotes and thoughts straight from the Equine Hermaphrodite herself. damn that sounds dirty...

this hour really flew.

still no drawing yet... but my finger still hurts, and most of my hand. turns out nothing was wrong with it, but after 2 weeks, it's just really REALLY bad tendonitis -_O;;; i can still hardly move it.

however, for the last few weeks i've been listening to Liberal talk radio (which is a rare exception, since 90% of Radio talk is pure Conservative) Stephanie Miller, Lionel, Tom Hartman, Alan Colmes at Midnight, and Mike Malloy. Find them on the AM radio if you can, i listen to them all day every day.... way better than corporate spun News, it's a breath of Fresh air.
that Alan Colmes isn't half bad, i just REALLY wish he'd be more of a stand-up guy on H&C, because he's really just a punching bag to make Hannity look good. Hannity, that high school educated prick who ghostwrites all his books... ya rly, he hates it when you mention that.
I actually call in to radio talk shows... this is what happens when you're angry and unemployed for this long....
i need money -_o UM is probably out of the question.
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i got me a nice BIG bottle of Diphenhydramine Benadryl, 100ct for 4$. thank you Wal-mart!
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Task, scavenger hunt! hey, since i don't have time, why don't i send you all to hunt for thinsg for me??? :D

*how did Jimi hendrix die?
*what is the Santeria religion about?
*what are the 1963 communist goals?
*find me the tech specs for the Realistic tweeter model 40-1278B
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FUCK THE FDA
FUCK THE DEA
FUCK NIDA!!!

ok a couple days ago my cat bit my finger and it got infected real bad... all the way down to my palm. it's really poofed up and i can hardly move it. last night i had a fever and Tachycardia, but i took a tylenol and Loratadine and felt all better. but man i had some wierd and disturbing, yet unstructured dreams from it -_o kinda funny how that happens. like last month when i had a REALLY bad cold for 10 days.... i had some really wierd vivid dreams.
reminds me.... i'm out of Diphenhydramine

i can't type very well right now so i'll leave you with some thoughts:

John McCain... left his 1st crippled wife for Cindy McCain, a Beer Distributorship Heiress, who would bankroll his political career.
McCain was the bottom 5th of his class! he was the type of person who would rather be partying and boozing than studying...
hmmmmmm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cindy_mccain
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hensley_%26_Co.
hmmmmmm, looks like she liked to pop those Vicos too, don't we all? yeah, but this is another one of those cases that will end up teaching them the wrong lesson, so they'll be the DEA's poster child, grrrrr! Neo-Prohibitionists.....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcohol_and_Tobacco_Tax_and_Trade_Bureau
however...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcohol_advertising
this is a good guideline for possible models for Decriminalization of the often unfairly maligned substances... like Dextromethorphan, Cannabis Sativa, the dozens and dozens of Opioids, and the rest of the insurmountable cornucopia of fun and yummy chemicals.

for example:
"it may not be aimed specifically at minors or, in particular, depict minors consuming these beverages;
it shall not link the consumption of alcohol to enhanced physical performance or to driving;
it shall not create the impression that the consumption of alcohol contributes towards social or sexual success;
it shall not encourage immoderate consumption of alcohol or present abstinence or moderation in a negative light;
it shall not place emphasis on high alcoholic content as being a positive quality of the beverages."

That's good principle! WHY of why can't we apply these same common sense principles to other things? Date Rape, teen pregnancy, drunk driving, obesity, these kinds of things were not battled effectively by a campaign of misinformation, disinformation, indoctrination of children through that fucking D.A.R.E. program... but by real educational campaigns.
Think about it
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art.... in spite of my hand hurting real BAD, like it got slammed in a door.... i'm gonna try to draw tonight... if i can.
A Part of me is glad that FurAffinity is down... I feel like everybody else no longer has that unfair advantage over me. As i said before, i feel memetically dead now that i don't have regular internet or computer access.
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FUCK THE FDA!
FUCK THE DEA!
FUCK NIDA! and the WhiteHouseDrugPolicy and abovetheinfluence.org "Focus on the Family"
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I thought talk radio was supposed to be the last refuge for Conservatism... i can't seem to find a single station. I've been listening to AM 940 WINZ for the last couple of weeks and it is totally awesome. i recommend just about anyone to listen to this kind of stuff because it really gets your mind going, and you hear news stories that you don't hear anywhere else. Details! real Details that are held back from the traditionalist corporate news media. Now I like Lou Dobbs and Anderson Cooper, they're cool. But i do get tired of the right-handed spun stories and histrionic sappy sob stories that the Establishment loves to weave.

ok, some talking points, because i don't have much time here at the library:
Hurricane Katrina, some senator said there "was nairy a drop of oil spilled" when in reality there was a total of 743,000 gallons of petroleum products spilled, that's WORSE than Exxon-Valdez! Liars!
You think someone wearing a Suit & tie on TV won't lie to you?!!!

Thomas Jefforson wrote a letter to John Adams in 1813 about ideas for Diffusino of Learning, to fund college, much like they do now in Europe. Allowing greater access to knowledge and information in order to undermine the Pseudo-Aristocracy, like we have today. By education, we can break through the webs and veils that the establishment tries to weave in order to keep you from hearing the WHOLE truth. One must always ask.. "what am i not being told here?" "who is benefitting from me believing this?"
Much of the information that's important...... about economics... philosophy... NeuropsychoPharmacology... Chemistry... these things are often very Complicated topics that are inaccesible to the general public view....... and the establishment tries to keep that from you. You just keep drinking that Conservative Kool-Aid. hoping that you're too STUPID not to notice, hoping that you're too DUMB to not look things up.

Aldous Huxley would be pleased that with the advent of the internet, Google, Wikipedia, youtube, the average person now can be VERy well informed.. AS IS NEEDED for a properly functioning Democracy!!!
The establishment relies on LIV's.... Low Information Voters.... don't be one!!!

Under McCain, he will have the DHHS Department of Health and Human services relabel Contraception to be Abortion... this includes birth control pills.. even Condoms!!! wow!!!

Capitalism is a great thing... but by its nature, it is inherently exploitive and predatory. It is very easy for it to be unscrupulously commandeered. My point...... Alan Greenspan's Doctoral thesis was all about economic cycles... Booms, busts, and bubbles popping.... he subconsciously, if not intentionally set things in motion to come about as they have..... Mathematically.... Capitalism, (As coined by Ben Stein's Father)Voodoo Economics, Reaganomics, Trickle-down economics, is all about Maximizing acceleration of profit...
If a stock is not increasingly profitable each period... the value goes down... FUCK! -_O Money coming from nowhere...
It's argued that the traditionalists want a return to feudalism... share-croppers... except we'll be slaves to mortgagers and debtors... this happens by Devalueing the equity in people's homes... over-extending credit... Reverse Mortgages....
It makes about as much sense, metaphorically, as an island country with limited resources that chooses to regularly have numerous baby booms... (Haiti anyone? Ahaha)
I repeat though... Capitalism is a great thing, when done right.... but as Tony Snow(may he rot in his grave.... oh he is!!! Ahaha) put it, there's the "exploding Cigar of human nature". but we ought to have a little more self-respect and optimism than that.
but seriously.....
Education underpins everything.
Education will free you. REAL education! not that stuff that's been spoon fed to you throughout High School.
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News -

I didn't get hired by Armani Exchange..... money is growing every tighter. ;_;
if anybody's got an ounce of Bud they can mail me... i'll be your Art slave, for realz. i needs it. rurrrrr

I Have a PLAN!!!
I need to get some people together from the LJ communities.... FurAffinity 420 communities... and anyone else sympathizing with my ideas... (which i have not yet even gotten to yet....) about a change in policy, changing the opinions and mindsets, and reversing the negative conditioning of public opinion towards Drug Policy Reform. We need to get loud! It's time to educate and spread real knowledge, REAL facts! not negative misleading biased spin! things will change!

email me, i first want to start small, by writing collectively letters to the editor, to get published in Newspapers, etc. the ideas are simple enough on their own, we just need to rehash and reword them for numerous papers like, the NewYork Times, LA times, San Fransisco Chronicle, Boston Globe, and many other liberal papers... and, we rotate regularly increasing the likelihood of getting published.
Next.... you just have to be a stand-up guy/gal speak up! and often!

www.NORML.org
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Ideas in the Art Bin...
Cheetah butthole fingering channel
Foreskin Demons
Megabuttholes for Demons
Hyena fraternity

I miss you all ;_;
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FUCK THE FDA!
FUCK THE DEA!
FUCK NIDA!