Now i have to go play Proletariat again for a couple of years...
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(pasted from my FurAffinity Journal)
Tommorow i have my last final, then i'm packing up and moving back home, where i have no internet. All i'll have is the public library internet, and no privacy, no scanner.

However... I expect to be kicking it into high gear with my artwork... I'm raring to go.
I found out i have a really really strong Lucifer complex. Hmm.. i'll let you figure that out ;3

If i am going to post work, it would have to be photographs.
I'm STILL taking commissions, badges, bookmarks etc. EMAIL me! Kharnak_the_goat at Yahoo! Holiday Donations? please please. I have a 981$ balance ;_;
Drop me a line, that's the only way you can keep contact with me.

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Question
Why... would female artists want a Male persona? (Whinge, Blotch, etc.)
Is there really a glass ceiling in the art world too?
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Observation
Every couple of years it cycles, where there are female artists that "bubble up" in the Memetic Field, and become wildly popular by "gaming" the system and "mining" what is popular, all the while giving everyone the finger under the table. Then, as we have seen years ago... they get sick and tired of the fandom's quirks, failings, and nuisances, that they begin to show the finger OVER the table. :icongoldenwolf:? Chaaaaaaa-Ching!
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Comments on the Nature of Art, Memetics, Diffusion of information and Computational Sociology

Artonis
hBruton
Vantid
Kacey
FoxFeather
This is it.... this is life...
Competitive System
A Competitive Dynamic System coupled with a Memetic Diffusion system.
Every adage, saying, proverb about Success, Perseverence, and Prosperity are nothing more than qualitative observations of this system....
this is what's "under the hood"
Rough stabs at a solution
FA-Memetic model
Prosperity Equation
think i'm bullshitting? You think i'm just babbling? You think i don't posess an ounce of Logic?
Read up on Computational Sociology, Chaos, Perturbation, Equilibria
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Competitive_Lotka-Volterra_Equations

Set={Moonstalker, WolfKidd, KenSample, Gideon, Disney-RobertGurthrie-Ferris-ICEman, DougWinger, DCRabbit, gNaw, MaxBlackRabbit, Megan, Bonk, Fossil, Nek0Gami,... and the blotch chicks}

Goal: i need to develop my own "money style". sometimes, i have these moments of clarity where i can see the clear path of what i need to do to get to my goal. This will require a fundamental change in my subject matter and technique. I'll have to focus on meaningful, emotional comics, develop characters with history, emotion, while executing art in a very detailed, dynamic fashion, colorful... Sexy, but Vanilla! More well-rounded, including many off-fetishes, and Vanilla topics... simple, effective... What works.

remember Wetherby-HMO? she was perfection. She gamed you all like sheep ;3 and -I- was among the first to Recognize the styles(the eyes, and the Y-shaped vein on every dick was a giveaway). The only problem with this case is that when "Quantum Tunneling" happens, it's not a stable equilibrium because it's based on appearances, and easily "pops". It was an amazing case of a sharp yet unstable "spike".
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Nothing stays the same....
cuz there were always Renegades!
RATM - Renegades of Funk(instrumental)
Now renegades are the people with their own philosophies
They change the course of history
Everyday people like you and me

I've been working down my balance to about 981$ now. but that's all they can do for me. I was denied from 3 lenders, Citibank, EdFinancial, and SallieMae. Economy be fucked, (Thank you so much Reagan!!!)
I have to go straight back to work and play Proletariat for a couple of years....
but as i mentioned, i MAY be able to make it to Anthrocon in 09! I'll finally be able to afford things again.
I'm hoping to finish my degree at FIU, and maybe do some graduate work at UM again. I won't stop until i get the degrees i want. if there is a class of well-payed intelligencia... i want to be in it.
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Not just that.... but in the art world too.. For the past 10 years i've been in this fandom... and i'm tired of it not going anywhere... I want to be one of the Premiere Artists of the fandom. As clearly described in my recent FA Journal entry.
I'm planning on selling things on FurBuy, so i'll try to update you on that.
I'll also try selling stuff on eBay.
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I'm hoping to produce lots of art, but i'll to photograph them because i can't scan without a computer. Expect to see more premium paintings.
I accept Paypal! Kharnak_the_Goat at Yahoo! Donations? I got an outstanding college balance.
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Here's some Pink Floyd songs to zonk out to.
Time
Shine on you Crazy Diamond
High Hopes song about how we have ambitions for the wrong things, and subconsciously we sabotage ourselves.
Us and Them
Comfortably numb

And an old favorite, all warm and fuzzy
NIN - A Warm Place

looks like we'll be saved again from the next Hurricane, though we do have a couple more coming off the coast of Nigeria. Key West is in for a beating though.
I'm still trying to get a Philosophy book, i'm gonna have to wait to import it from Singapore. According to UPS it just left ShangHai and is somewhere in the Pacific right now o_O

Chimera Music pics
3 quick ones from Youtube. The Bleach soundtrack. These fit amazingly well with my art sometimes.
Storm Center - This was a song i was listening to as i was first pondering the details of my Chimera character. Sounds almost like a Wrestling intro.
Burden of the Past - i won't say what this reminds me of, but this is a favorite of mine.
Battle Ignition - Very animeish sounding. Tough guy music.
Precipice of Defeat - Great BGM for a fighting game i think. Very Mathy i think. good for pondering physics.
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here's another cat picture
Miuuuu!!!
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Politics
the RNC protest... was NOT.. televised.
Remember your 4th, 5th, 6th amendments, never forget!!!
Police State misconduct! One creepy thing few people noticed... the Police did NOT have name tags. They order a crowd to disperse... and then they block their exit route so they bottleneck...
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PS.... anyone who does NOT live in Louisiana, Missouri, Tennessee, Oklahoma, North Dakota, Maine, Illinois or Delaware, Kansas, Virginia or Florida. if y'all can get me some Salvia, i'd be very grateful (Art Slave?).

Ok.... i've finally gone through ALL 24,600 FA submissions i had backed up since May... all summer.. and i've got about 360 submissions left, that i filtered out to add to my Favs... or to delete later, or email to myself. I use Yahoo! mail to store my porn now XD! all i have to do is download the zips and view them on the go. Print out for free.. jack off later. ;3~~~

One GREAT side-effect of seeing over 10,000 pieces of porn... filtered down to about 250.. is that when i close my eyes, i see porn! ;D I doodled some nice feety things just from that. My imagination is purring like a brand new engine, like this:
737 engine start-up (it's supposed to do that when it's newly installed)
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Kharnak's Chimera Music picks
Acubavix - to the stars - good song to have stuck in my head. it has a nice airy, spacy happy feel, with an energetic finish.
Acubavix - Donut lifts - best remix ever! clean and well done throughout. This one plays well at any volume. Great week-ender, or for any occassion.
Gregorian - the sound of silence - great chanty cover. it goes really well with the original feel of the song, and the deeper meaning of the lyrics too.
Rod Stewart - Do ya think I'm sexy? - awesome 70's song. I just love that A to C chord change, it has that happy-core melody to it almost. This is a great confidence inspiring song.

Classes & Book whoring
ok yesterday was my first rundown of classes...
Chemistry - here it gets hard, we'll be getting into Quantum mechanics and electron harmonics ;D
MTH210 - Linear Algebra, i'm trying to find a cheap textbook, perhaps from India? ISBN 9780321287137
MTH513 - holy shit! i'm getting into unfamiliar territory now in Partial Differential equations. it moves pretty fast, but i think i can do it. I'm still trying to find the textbook cheap. ISBN http://www.biblio.com/books/189882600.html is the best i could find. This is one Hardcore class ;D!
I'm gonna skip buying the Chemistry book... it's 200$... like fuck man.. i'm not gonna collect cans for this.

Tuesday & Thursdays i have no classes... except for a Chemistry lab on Tuesday night from 7 to 9:30... maybe i can finally get my hands dirty with the fun chemicals and bottles.
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Kharnak's Music picks
UM Radio WVUM is awesome, they play alternative(real alternative) music that you'll never hear anywhere else... unique and wierd at times. Here are some songs i've heard on WVUM:
High Places - myspace page, has some awesome Psychedelic music, they've rotated, "Golden" and "Head Spins". It's great stuff to get stuck in your head. I wish my dreams were more abstract like this. (Youtube has videos for them too)
White Williams - Violator really fun catchy song. I call it the "Happy dancing mushroom song." or the "DXM song." this really reminds me of my last semester ;3~
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Tommorow will be a breeze... I'm already acclimatized to the walking and the heat.
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Note to self:
Karl Rove needs to be beaten and smeared with Feces. (May he go the rest of his life without toilet paper)

I'm going to CaneFest, which is an event in the Bank United Center, with loud music, and free stuff, from all the student Organizations, etc. i'm gonna try to score some goodies ;3 (My other room mate still haven't moved in.... oh well!!!)
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Today's Chimera music hot picks
Here are some selections of cool, awesome, amazing music:
Jimmy Hendrix - all along the watchtower - omg, damn this is good.
Jimmy Hendrix - Voodoo child - omg, this is amazing. the feelings, the affect. you don't hear this much anymore.
Matisyahu - youth - i like the feel of this song. makes you want to get up and... DO something, kinda like most Rage against the Machine songs do. Even though the context is a pro-Zionist, the message is clear. bla bla, you've heard me go on at length in previous journals about education and Liberal views.
RATM - Renegades of Funk - i love the fiery rebellious affect all these songs have. go listen to this, and them go out and... Argue with someone! ;D I'll help back you up! just ask me!
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UM not to join lowered drinking Age movement
On Campus, there is this debate going on about lowering the Drinking age to 18 on campuses. Donna Shalala, UM President, of course, is opposed. Keep in mind, from her background as the former Secretary of the DHHS (department of health & human services) she would hold the same antiquated, sleight of hand, "boogeyman politics" straight from the Conservative playbook as everybody else who is associated with the.....
FDA(the brilliant, "Fairly Dumb Administration" delegated to keep your food safe from E. Coli, Salmonella, and Mexican illegal immigrant urine and fecal matter *whistle*),
DEA(part of the VERY profitable Prison Industrial Complex),
NIDA(whitehouse pawn),
whitehouse drug control policy(the strategy crafting arm of the WhiteHouse, the Propaganda mill, a few extra bullhorns on the Republican NOISE machine) NIDA edits the Wikipedia page, removing critical points about it! ;3 smooooooooooooth!
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Here are Today's Featured Fuckheads
Karen Tandy Former DEA head, oops, looks like she'd rather take a job with Motorola than address an insurmountable issues of policy Reform, oh so compassionate, my bleeding Heart aches.
Asa Hutchinson Former DEA propagandist shit-spinner
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Conservative wacky land(i need a better name for this segment)
Here's a piece of Sheeeee-it from NIDA.... just read it.. apply Critical thinking, keep in mind all we've discussed about Chemistry, Psychopharmacology, Cannabinoid receptors and it's recooperative Immunomodulatory Neuroprotective effects, etc. NIDA facts: Marijuana
FYI.... Cannabis is NOT Dopaminergic... Jeez, for shit's sake already -_O What Century are they living in?

Henry David Thorough - "in a society that imprisons unjustly, a just person's rightful place... is in prison" Civil Disobedience

holy shit this song is so damn good!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zm7EeuWnc-8
Metallica is a little too "corporate" for me though, but i can't help but like their solos and drum-lines. I just wish that Hatfield guy would shut the hell up in most of the songs. His vacuous yammering yowling only detracts from the music.
someone, try using DXM, or any of your favorite PhenethylAmines or Tryptamines, i bet it would match well with this.
Oh and.... if you use DXM with vitamin B6 and some Benadryl,
this is what you'll see
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHFqwxblATg
(not that i've done that lately ¬_¬;)
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I think i've finally adapted to the physical activity, since i've been doing a lot of walking on Campus now, doing errands o_O; Thank you Starbucks Verona Blend!!! (omg i could drink that stuff on and on and on and on)
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tommorow i search for jobs i got like 20 GOOD job leads, 7, 8, 9$/hour jobs
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Art Scanned
Cat Diarreah - This is me feeding my cat. she had diarreah. and wow.... that cat can really do a number. kinda like this Cat From Date Movie, you'll piss yourself laughing!
Cat Feeding - I guess it was my fault??

420 furs comic
Ridicule the Ridicule - This is a funny comic inspired by the recent New Yorker comic that satirizes Barack and Michelle Obama. I figured this is a very important kind of humor, because it identifies biases, and knee-jerk reactions, it drags them out into the open, shines a light on them and exposes them for what it is. Highlighting their shear absurdity. I mean come on now, is this really what some people think will happen? You see a young lion or Puma on the floor with several Hypodermic needles in his head and tongue, and miscallaneous chemicals, inhalants, Phenethylamines(i realize i left a bunch of them out). Also, i pasted in a caricature of John Lennon.
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blast this real loud
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKmu-CkdvxQ
Northern Lite